In chainging my number
hopefully this will end
this constant bothering me
now come to an end.
In making this decision
for cutting him off
it will give me peace and quiet
no more thinking of.
Maybe a radical thing to do
but there was no other way
still to not hear his voice again
is a big price for me to pay.
In the end it is for the best
I will forget his voice soon
maybe not today, but tomorrow
and my live will be mine again.
I must hold on and not give in
to be strong and not weakening
still have the urge to call
but knowing, it will do me
no good at all.
His voice still pounding in my head
will soon passes by, I know
in my head, not the phone
is silence, saying goodbye. |